I have never been diagnosed, nor treated for bi-polar disorder.
I have shared with my friend’s and boyfriends previously what it actually was, but alas, I guess when your own sister exclaims that I was treated for something else, people start to believe it.
So, let’s clear a few things up.
For a number of years I saw two psychologist that I saw on a regular basis. One in Fort Worth and one in Denton at UNT. I was then recommended to go on a full dose of Welbutrin for almost 3 years. After my insurance ended, my doctor and I talked about me coming off of it.
Welbutrin is used to treat depression and is also prescribed for people to stop smoking. It gives you a steady boost of energy to help monitor and control your mood; stabilize it.
So, no bi-polar what-so-ever! Not that anything is wrong with anyone having it, I have just never had it. Plain and simple.
For a number of years, I also sought treatment for B.D.D. It is called Body Dysmorphia Disease. In a nut shell, it when someone looks in the mirror and sees something horrible and ugly.. when the world does not see you as the same.
I guess I am coming clean on a couple of things, not just to clear up rumor control B.S, but to speak out about it. People are not really educated on certain things, so when one sees a doctor for help or is prescribed something, family members and friends assume it bi-polar disease. Most people do not know any better.
After years of counseling, I can honestly say that I am Not 100%, and I will not pretend to be. But, I am in a MUch Better place than I have previously been.
As most of my friends have noticed, I am always talking down on my looks and weight.. It is just part of it..
So, there it is. Just so you know.
xoxo